Our house sit kitty in Portland watching Scott work in the garden
I am no hero when it comes to grief. As soon as I think I am up, it takes me down. I am never going to get over losing Scott, it\’s not even worth trying to get over it. My missing him will be part of my life from here on forward. I am just going to have to learn moment by moment how to see the gift and miracles in this life while holding the sorrow. It\’s doable. I can do this. God I miss you, honey. I promise I will be brave. I can be brave and weak in the same moment.